So I was supposed to hang out with a friend tonight… and he sorta said he had to go see some friends that he won’t get to see for a long time after they leave town. So i thought it was okay, and I txted my other friend. APPARENTLY, the friend I was originally going to go hang out with is going to hang out with the friend I txted afterward. I really just don’t know what to think of this. I mean, he was being kinda pushy earlier and I understand I was being annoying.
But here’s the thing, I do not like being lied to. Given, I tell the occasional white lie to get people off my back or something like that… But I really just do not like being lied to. And then it makes me think, did I do something wrong? Was I the one to blame for his change of mind to hang out with this other person? I mean, he obviously had no intention of me finding out, and I really don’t want any drama by confronting him. so I mean, what did I do?
It starts to make me think too hard about who I am. Am I really that person that no one wants to be around because I’m annoying and dramatic, or am I the complete opposite? It’s really the worst feeling to know that someone did not want to hang out with you. I don’t really understand the feeling either… so it’s all kind of up in the air for me.